The Curse

Black hair Black eyes...Black eyes I used to stare into for a moment feeling like I had done so for a lifetime. All the Black and the White... where has it gone now???

Away... Far away. Locked in a high tower upon a high lonely mountain . Surrounded by a moat full of Evil Things with sharp razor teeth and muscles of lead. High in the coold dark clouds Dragons circling the ramparts in the sky on their wings of steel leather screaming fire into the night.

A daring intrusion on the fort and a devilish escape could set you free. But how can I destroy your defenses since they prevail on your orders? I dare not damage the thorns you have grown around you if doing so will only destroy what you have spent your life to build.

Then tell me how can I save you from the curse that you have cast upon yourself?

Behind These Walls

And as I sit here all alone I think about all the attempts I've ever made. Each time only wishing for the best for the other person and yet each time getting burnt over and over till the scars scorch right through.

I only wish that we could talk, sit together alone under a tree on a hill with the green grass and in view of the sea as we both like it and open ourselves to each other like we've never done before, but always come so close to doing.

Sometimes as I look back into your life I wonder I the absences you made were not intentional at all. Maybe i wasn't actually that significant. Maybe you never thought of me as anyone important because I never pretended like the others.

And other times I blame myself beyond repair for missing out on that possible chance. Is it possible I was distracted? Confused? Yes that for sure. But we both know of the bond. For sure there was something between us.

But how can I ask you when your so far away. When i think about I feel something bleeding inside me. I question the high walls around me all day. They stare back at me and all i hear is the silence. Are you dead on the inside. If so I have the fire to relight your flame.

The only question is my friend... where are you today?

Be My Light

Hold me darkness,

Hold me tight.

The world has collapsed,

All is night.

With a grinding crunch,

Everything stopped spinning.

Cold is the air,

Fear is winning.

In my corner,

All curled up.

Whimpering in fright,

Like a newborn pup.

Waiting for the light,

Illuminate my misery.

Take me by the hand,

Turn sorrow to history.

This tomb is sealing,

My heart is weakening.

All is night,

Until you sing to me.

Flower of Blood

Upon the grassy meadow I lay,

Amidst the flowers of sunny May.

I see a yellow daffodil,

Hear the birds of yonder hill.

My knees shattered,

Hands bitter cold,

The bullet in my stomach,

Fierce and bold.

Fixed stare at the West,

Watching the yellow sun rest.

Sweet smell of the valley,

Brings memories of my dear Sally.

Screech of the machines,

Twitching my ears.

Enemy of ten-thousand flames,

Torture and sear.

Back in the fields again,

Harvest, family, nature and friends.

About the tractor the children dance,

Farm dog in his sleepy trance.

The dark Sheppard arrives,

With his lean staff.

Cry of the devil,

Chills the night.

Twisted sinews,

Chips of bone.

With the daffodil now red,

The forsaken freed in death.

(In memory of all those deceased in conflict)

Silent Ravings

What a day to write my first blog post! Its just about to rain with the thunder rolling in the background, I'm looking up guitar tabs to one of my favorite songs my speakers screaming out metallica's' The Unforgiven too... the perfect setting.

I'll keep this one short... The current background forces my contemplation... Why does everything add up to nothing? Why do we do what we do? Why do we accept a common standard? Why don't we ask why?... but of course you've queried yourself before. What we know this world to be is that image which we see in our minds.

And so the chaos of the universe if actually in our minds. A simulation of everything that happens can be conjured right in our heads. The more we look inside the more we understand the outside. There's a whole world in our control, to test and play around with every possibility. A world that can't be described within the primitiveness of English syllables.

Most of us are afraid to experiment with or just overlook this world. They're just missing the opportunity to actual understand how everything works. Missing the chance to rest they're souls gathering a sneak peek at the reality of life.

So watch your inner silent ravings. Learn from them. Living would never be a burden ever again. Till next time....