Thursday, March 11, 2010

The Curse

Black hair Black eyes...Black eyes I used to stare into for a moment feeling like I had done so for a lifetime. All the Black and the White... where has it gone now???

Away... Far away. Locked in a high tower upon a high lonely mountain . Surrounded by a moat full of Evil Things with sharp razor teeth and muscles of lead. High in the coold dark clouds Dragons circling the ramparts in the sky on their wings of steel leather screaming fire into the night.

A daring intrusion on the fort and a devilish escape could set you free. But how can I destroy your defenses since they prevail on your orders? I dare not damage the thorns you have grown around you if doing so will only destroy what you have spent your life to build.

Then tell me how can I save you from the curse that you have cast upon yourself?

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Behind These Walls

And as I sit here all alone I think about all the attempts I've ever made. Each time only wishing for the best for the other person and yet each time getting burnt over and over till the scars scorch right through.

I only wish that we could talk, sit together alone under a tree on a hill with the green grass and in view of the sea as we both like it and open ourselves to each other like we've never done before, but always come so close to doing.

Sometimes as I look back into your life I wonder I the absences you made were not intentional at all. Maybe i wasn't actually that significant. Maybe you never thought of me as anyone important because I never pretended like the others.

And other times I blame myself beyond repair for missing out on that possible chance. Is it possible I was distracted? Confused? Yes that for sure. But we both know of the bond. For sure there was something between us.

But how can I ask you when your so far away. When i think about I feel something bleeding inside me. I question the high walls around me all day. They stare back at me and all i hear is the silence. Are you dead on the inside. If so I have the fire to relight your flame.

The only question is my friend... where are you today?